
The Returned Father
"He must work somewhere, Uncle Bill, and his job is,
at least, legitimate. Ben is a good man and the congregation
needs his financial support. I don't see how you can
afford to ask him to turn in his membership", said Bruce
"My intention is to make certain that it cannot be said
that I endorse his involvement with liquor. I don't want
his blood to be on my hands. You know we tried our
best to persuade him not to take this position, Bruce, but
he refused to consider it, after he learned of the profits
involved. I will never go against my conscience, even if I
have to stand alone. How could I afford to let it be
known that one of our members is involved in selling a
substance which has ruined so many lives? How could
any pastor sanction this evil and hope to retain the respect
of the church?"
"But someone must have that job", the nephew persisted.
"I can't argue about that," the uncle said bluntly, "but
once and for all, let me say, I will never endorse anyone
who handles, sells, or uses liquor in any manner. I'd
rather die and go on to meet my Maker than to do so. I
only wish you felt as I do about this, Bruce." The
pastor's eyes grew misty as they rested on his nephew,
and he laid his hands lovingly on the youth's broad
shoulders.
"I had to be a father to you, my boy. You were only
three when you lost your parents, and I have prayed . . ."
The impetuous young man cleared his throat, and
asked, "Haven't I always been good to you and Aunt
Frances?"
"Yes, of course, but in this matter of permitting a
member of our group to be part-owner of a bar which
serves alcoholic beverages, we just don't see alike."
The young minister breathed rather heavily, and then
said quietly, "Uncle Bill, I . . . I think you're a little
fanatical about this. I suppose most religious folks have
their pet peeves, especially ministers like you, but for
myself, I have always tried to keep from going out on a
tangent, and I shall continue to do so." The youth turned,
and was leaving the room when his uncle called him back.
"Bruce, you understand that while I am pastor, I can't..."
"I think I understand your meaning, Uncle Bill," the
young man broke in, "and I think that since you feel the
way you do, it would be better to get . . ."
"Don't be in a hurry, son."
". . . someone who is more to your own way of thinking."
"Bruce, you are the help I need. Why can't we agree?
You have more than ordinary ability, yet the church here is
becoming less spiritual. I sympathize with your desire to
get ahead. I was ambitious and young myself once. But
you will accomplish nothing worthwhile for God unless you
stand for truth and let everyone, especially the church, know
that you are not a respecter of persons. Don't let Ben's
money influence you. God will take care of His church."
"In other words, I must agree to the ousting of Ben
Hodges and all those he may take with him, and be a fanatic
all my days?" the young man cried bitterly. "Uncle Bill,
you've never received the recognition you deserved, and its
probably because of these extreme positions you've taken on
unimportant matters. I don't want to be like that. If at the
beginning of my ministry I am to knock my head against a
brick wall and dismiss our most prominent member because
of a business decision . . ."
Pastor Byron sighed helplessly. "When you've seen as
much of the effects of strong drink as I have, son, I think
you'll hate it as I do. In the years that lie before you you'll
have plenty of opportunity to observe its effects. Pastors
have to counsel many whose homes are upset or torn apart,
and you'll find liquor to be the cause of a great deal of this.
You'll find my old object of hate cropping up in the most
unexpected of places, and you'll be called upon to pray for
the souls of its victims, but you'll find that from the insane
thirst for liquor, and from it's consequences, escape is
almost impossible. And", he added solemnly, "if you
persist in your present attitude you will probably fail to
warn some poor innocent person in whose blood the
unexpected craving lurks. Many of these poor victims never
intend to become what they do become; therefore, they
confidently buy their liquor and are taken in, believing that
you, their trusted minister, give your endorsement to that
which entraps them!"
He looked his nephew in the eyes, and the lad dropped
his head. After was a long pause, the elder continued,
"Now, my boy, you know my mind. Think it over. It
would grieve me more than you know to lose your service
here as assistant pastor, a position which you have held with
distinction for almost a year now. I'd rather work with
you, Bruce, than any other minister we've had, but..."
The older minister sighed and looked at his nephew, who
just shook his head, turned slowly, and walked out. With
that, the conversation ended. For the rest of the week,
Bruce Byron pondered his uncle's words. Bruce was
talented and ambitious, and the limitations put upon him by
what he termed his uncle's quixotic ideas irritated him
unspeakably. "Why did he always have to stir things up?"
Saturday evening came, and a frown creased Bruce's
brow as he stood in the parsonage looking into the dreariness of a winter twilight. Across the street a poor wreck of
a man, weather-beaten and dirty, staggered along in the
snow, clinging now and then to the palings for support.
The brisk wind sent his hat skipping along the icy sidewalk,
and the young minister noticed that a deep scar ran across
his scraggly grey locks. Pathetically, the old man pulled the
collar of his ragged coat more closely around his neck, as
the biting winter wind whistled past. The minister's eyes
followed him with growing disgust, and when he paused
suddenly just opposite the window, young Byron hastily
drew back into the shadows. "Surely he's not coming
here", he muttered. While he watched, the drunken man
stepped unsteadily off the curb, lurched forward, righted
himself, and started to cross the street. The harsh hum of
a motor signaled a car's approach as it turned the near-by
corner, and the young Bruce Byron at the window gave a
startled cry.
Half an hour later the intoxicated old man breathed his
last, lying on a bed in the parsonage. Uncle Bill and his
nephew had prayed, but their prayers had not availed.
Young Byron turned from the bed with a sigh, deeply
touched by the earnestness with which his uncle had prayed.
"We've done what we could, Uncle Bill. If he had been
your best friend you couldn't have prayed more sincerely."
The elder minister seemed unusually contemplative.
"Uncle Bill, sometimes I wonder why God doesn't
answer prayers like the ones we just prayed." Bruce's eyes
began to fill with tears of compassion and frustration. "The
man was dying, obviously with no hope." His voice faded
as he pondered the unknown. "Why wouldn't God hear us?"
"Hard as it may seem, son, sometimes people are on their
death bed because they have rejected God's last call. I'm
afraid that in such cases, to prevail in prayer is almost
impossible." The minister's voice had a depth of feeling
that strangely stirred the young man's heart. He felt
instinctively that something was terribly wrong, and looked
up at his uncle. In the dim light, his face was white and
distressed.
"What's wrong? Are you ill, Uncle Bill?"
The pastor did not reply. He was fumbling in his pocket,
and presently drew out something which he handed to his
nephew: "You've seen this picture before, Bruce."
"Of course, Uncle Bill", he answered tenderly. A shade
of displeasure crossed his face as he took the little picture
and looked into the smiling brown eyes of the father he had
scarcely known.
"It seems out of place - sacrilegious, almost - to mention
him here. I wish he had lived", the youth sighed.
The pastor went over to the bed and stood looking down
at the man who lay there. His hand went out and gently
parted the grey hair from his furrowed brow. It seemed as
if he suddenly had forgotten the young preacher's presence.
"Jim! My poor brother Jim!"
"Uncle Bill, what - what do you mean?" the nephew cried
wildly. "My - my father died years ago!"
The uncle unsteadily crossed the floor to where young
Byron stood, and turning, pointed to the bed.
"He died there, ten minutes ago."
The pastor swallowed, and took a deep breath.
"I had not meant to tell you, son, but . . ." The uncle
was clinging helplessly to the nephew's arm. "Yes, it may
be as well that you should know."
Bruce Byron found his voice at last. "That! My father?"
he cried in horrified tones.
"Yes, there he lies, your father - and my brother. He
was once a wonderful husband and father. The time has
been when he could have bought a dozen homes costing as
much or more than this parsonage. He was a happy and
prosperous business man, with a cheerful wife and baby. I
saw the bloom of health and happiness fade from your
mother's fair, young face as the demon of drink slowly won
your father from her. I saw the peace and contentment of
their home slip away as my brother plunged deeper and
deeper into ruin. I saw their elegant house, with its nice
furnishings, sold, just to satisfy a demonic urge to drink. I
saw your mother's sad face slowly pine away as she toiled
night and day to earn a scant living for herself, her baby,
and her drunken husband. I heard her prayers and saw her
tears fall unheeded. And, at last, I saw her laid away in
what was little more than a crate in a ragged graveyard.
And you, her child, were given into the care of your Aunt
Frances and me. This poor 'deceased' father of yours has
wandered for almost 20 years, a drunken tramp, begging
from door to door, while manhood, self-respect, and respect
for others slipped away."
As the uncle concluded this sad story, young Byron's
cheeks were bathed with tears, as were his uncle's.
That night, as the pastor and his nephew sat before the
fire, young Byron asked, "Do you think that God had to
send my father here to die, to get His point across to me,
and to keep me from making a terrible mistake, Uncle Bill?"
The uncle looked at his nephew kindly, but wisely perceived that an answer from him was not needed, and that God was communicating to the young man's heart.
"Uncle Bill", Bruce said brokenly, "I'm a young man,
and life is before me. And I thank God that he let me see,
now, which way to go. I'll fight the curse of strong drink
with every ounce of strength God gives me. Your hate is
now my hate, and from this day on, we are in perfect
accord!"
The compassionate pastor pressed his nephew's hand and
smiled sadly down at the picture he still held.
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